We came a long way, just for our friendship to go down the drain. I don’t want this.. I really wannna work our problems out and stop taking a break on us when that’s clearly not solving anything. we can’t hope that the problems in this friendship will just go away. it doesn’t work like that. nothing is easy, but im sure we can get through it if both of us tries. we both blamed ourselves on this friendship failing..it hurts, but im ready to get back up and try again on being friends. im not sure if youre ready for this and i respect that. i honestly do, so i’ll wait til youre ready. i dont wanna loose an amazing best friend, hands down that made a positive impact on my life. i know these past months have been shitty and makes us just want to drop everything, but then i look back to when i was still living there and so many great, priceless memories have been made with you that i wouldnt want to share with anybody else. those memories are the ones thats making me still hold on to whats left of our friendship. i miss you joaquin, i miss us where we used to be, not where we are at this point..